as time goes by, we wonder what the heck we are to do with our lives...well im still living mine, and live life day by day---dont make plans for what you cant even see or know that your going to make it to...live for the day that your in and make it worth living...with no worries, just great memories!!

college is college--its like hs...homework and classes, but the best thing is, well here anyways--is the people--God truley has blessed me here, with such awesome friends and i love it! school is going great...so far gpa is 3.6--i know..me a 3.6--but its true..and im excited about that...i am constatly busy with school or work--which now i work at the daycare here in town its preaty busy there, but its fun...and taking time for me!! which is awesome!! oh and hanging out wiht my friends of corse, bc they mean the world to me! and spending time the man upstars, bc without him i wouldnt be able to make it through some of these rough times. but the man thing you should now is at this moment right now i am extreemly HAPPY and full of JOY and thats all that matters...

i miss all my buddies from a-town and know that i am thinking about you always....

hope everyone has a fatastic week and know that i love you MWAH!! hugs n kisses

ok so its been a month since i last updated...wow--i guess im a little slow at this...mostly cuz im i cool kid and have myspace..if you dont have it you should so check into it...its addicting, and if you do, well then you should stop by and check me out..look for rugbychick18...thats me..if you cant find it let me know and ill help ya!

school is almost over for the semester which means finals are coming soon...but we wont talk about that---lets see...this past months over view:

--quit my job at mama mias and now i work back home in amarillo at the aqua massage until i get a new job.

--had a duet in the christmas concert(which was yesterday)

--got cheated on and called a "bad word" by my ex bf...we werent together that long(recent)

--rugby season is over until next semester :( sad days

--COLTS ARE DOING AMAZING!! GO MANNING!!

lots more has happened, but i wont bore you ill just let you know that i am doing fine and even with this rolarcoaster thing we call life isnt going all that great right now..i know it will eventually get better...

hit me up with a comment, bc i love hearing from all of yall, and ill try and keep this thing posted more often

ALL MY LOVE AND SO MUCH MORE <3 <3

hey guys :)

so tonight was coffee house night here at wayland, and ive got to say that there were some funny moments...random people bringing back nsync and backstreet boys, always is the greatest...haha but anyways there was a lot of talent shown though in the performances...WAY TO GO GUYS!!

things here are going great, and theres not too much to complain about--

jv guys basketball have won 2 of the 3 games played, but i think the game lost we were cheated on, but then again what do i know..haha KEEP IT UP FELLAS!!

colts are 7-0, which rocks my panties off!!!

well nothing much has been happening here except the same ole thing, so i guess im going to leave you with the above, but yall have a FANTASTIC week, and know that im thinking about you, and miss my friends from a-town always...

HUGS**KISSES**SMILES**AND LAUGHS**

ME

HELLO THERE TO ALL--

yes i know im a little behind on this updating thing, so heres the list of whats been happing here in p-town:

**got a job at a pizza place: hey its a job, so im not complaining...actually sometimes i do complain, but es alright haha

**got all A's a midterm... thats right guys im a smart college kid now lol :)

**rugby is freakin awesome...love the coach--she rocks my painties off..thats right rach..your gorgeous!! get a few bruises and scraps, but nothing major yet...its great!!

**roomate--well shes there...i guess it could be worse, so again not too much complaining here.

**freinds--well i freakin miss the ones at home like no other and the friends that i have here could NEVER be as great as yall, but they are preaty cool ( grin ) :)

**clubbing--well since we have to drive all the way to freakin mexico to go clubing..haaha jk lubbock and a-town is where we go, but only on occasion...cost a lot for gas and stuff, but when we go is so much fun!! LOVE IT....shake it like a salt shaker baby!!

**late nights--- happens alot...stay up till way to early in the morning, then i have a class at 750, so sometimes it catches up to me and i need my sleep, but hey its always worth staying up late, bc we have a freakin awesome time...football and matress jumping in walmart, dancing at the cove...hey its a way to save gas....movies in the march...random night rode trips...where dennys is the place to be...pitcher of capacino and a thing of whip cream, and the party is started..haha and tons tons more...

but basically i preaty much a busy bee....BZZZ

but hey i love you guys and miss all of yall so very much and cant wait to come home and see ya!! and for my peeps here---YOU ROCK MY PANTIES OFF>....hope yall are having a great week and know that I LOVE YA!! so what now..hahah

leave me comments and updates on whats goin down...cuz thats definately how you roll...haha

HUGS N KISSES!!!

fyi colts are 6-0 with a win of 45-28 last night...GO COLTS!!!

vrs. 1

my heart flutters daily and i dont know why

i cant explain it this feeling inside

i want so bad to tell --you just how i feel

so maybe my dreams will come real

chorus:

i love your smile, you make me laugh,

even though im feeling sad

your in my thoughts, day by day

wishing you would feel the same

vrs 2

when i am near you i dont feel the same

you make me feel like im going insane

i probably should tell you--just how i feel

so maybe my dreams will come real

chorus and such

-----with love brenda